Soul
I am too big and too small to not have a soul.
I am an ecosystem of living elements. made up of trillions of cells, and billions of different creatures
Yet I have a single consciousness working with a unified purpose, a soul tying it all together. I am too big to not have a soul
But also the universe is so vast that to even try to comprehend it makes me feel fear
I am not big enough to even matter, yet I do. I can change reality and affect those around me. I am too small to not have a soul